Re: and another....

["Tara" <tvlycia@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>]

man oh man! i think you nailed this!!!!! how funny that i couldn't see ANY
of that!!!!

and you know - i was probably a bit "meaner" to the ex than he was to me ;)
but he still needs his ass kicked for being a dolt! hahaha!!! wait, maybe he
was meaner to me considering some stuff i just remembered regarding the best
friend of mine he slept with.......

ps. he's also a "sissy" now! so what does THAT mean?

hahahahahaha!!

you always make me smile :)

----- Original Message -----
From: "Thorne Eddie" <bootstrap2001@support-cause.yahoo.com>
To: "The Lycium" <lycia@support-cause.lists.darkspire.net>
Sent: Friday, February 21, 2003 9:45 AM
Subject: Re: and another....

> Hmmm...let's see how rusty I am at this
> --- Tara <tvlycia@support-cause.earthlink.net> wrote:
> > i had a dream last night that i was in my parents
> > bathroom looking in the
> > mirror then i realized my old boyfriend was watching
> > me through the window
> > and he was holding a baby. so i hurried up and
> > pulled the shower curtain so
> > he couldn't see me. then i snuck through the house
> > closing all the windows
> > and trying to look at him through the closed
> > curtains.
>
> This part sounds to me... First, standing in your
> parent's bathroom looking in the mirror: it sounds
> like judging or sizing yourself and or your abilities
> up. Being in your parent's bathroom represents a
> safety/form of instilled strength to face yourself.
> The question is what are you facing?....
> Second, you realize that your old boyfreind is
> watching you but is also holding a baby: Baby's always
> represent creativity/new begining. Your ex could
> represent others opinions/negative influences causing
> you doubt over your abilities or a situation in where
> your self esteem was taken from you.
> Third, closing the windows but trying to see him
> through the curtains: You know inside that there is
> something you have to face that has been closed up for
> a while. Your mind is preparing you or maturing to be
> able to handle yourself.
>
>   then i decided i'd go
> > outside and see what he wanted. so i put on a black
> > jacket and walked on the
> > back porch. he was like, "it's nice the way you look
> > in the morrir" all
> > sarcastic like. so i was all "shut up! why are you
> > sneaking around?" so then
>
> Black Jacket: represents a form of
> armour/protection/sheild from the
> harshness/strength/defiance
> The back porch indicates you are not a person to air
> your dirty laundry out for everyone to see. It also
> represents that the issue is not as big a deal as it
> would be if it was happen on the "front porch".
> His sarcastic tone: could mean again opinons of
> yourself by you or others that chip away at your self
> esteem.
> Your demand to shut up!; you know you are stronger
> than the influence of "him" and is also a demand to
> stop.  Sneaking around question is showing you are not
> a devious person nor do you appreciate that influence
> in your life.
>
> > i look at him and it's scott weiland....but he's
> > still supposed to be my
> > exboyfriend. then i grabbed him by the arms and said
> > "first off, don't be
> > looking in my windows. secondly, you're HOT, and
> > third, if you don't watch
> > out my brother's going to kick your ass" then we
> > argued about if my brother
> > could kick his ass or not (he definatly could) and
> > exchanged some more
> > barbs.
>
> Scott Weiland: Things that continue to influence our
> lives with personalities or influences that we either
> loathe or hope someone or something have but we know
> shouldn't be around us.  Such as doubt and pimpled
> assed little critic tarts.
> Looking in: demand for answers why they did or said
> what they did/owning up to their responsibilty.
> Your'e hot: secret longing/continuing influence/hearts
> desire but is still dangerous.
> Brother's going to kick your ass/insult throwing:
> showing your human side that you too need
> support/understanding and protection. Also could be
> used as a false bluff to "buy" more time or "mask"
> fear until it can be faced properly.
>
> > that's pretty much the end because he got in a car
> > and drove off.
>
> car driving off: Scared the shit out of him...lol
> actually problem gone but could return since it had
> wheels as in a car, bike, ect.  Planes are different
> because they are above not on same level.
>
> >
> > what the heck?
>
> Now I amy be totally off but it sounds like this dream
> shows alot of your character. Loyal, strong willed,
> caring, faithful, but still human with emotions and
> concerns that need to be heard.  You face things and
> take care of them quickly, it sounds like your
> patience can be tested but in the end you choose what
> you can with what you have and do the best you can.
>
> Or
>
> Your ex boyfriend was a son of a bitch who needs his
> ass whooped for treating you that way he did.  And
> ofcourse the best insut would be for me to kick his
> ass and then thell the world he got beat up by a
> sissy.
>
> XO
> Eddie
> >
> >
> > ----- Original Message -----
> > From: "Thorne Eddie" <bootstrap2001@support-cause.yahoo.com>
> > To: "The Lycium" <lycia@support-cause.lists.darkspire.net>
> > Sent: Wednesday, February 19, 2003 12:21 PM
> > Subject: Re: and another....
> >
> >
> > > Helloooooooo Cousin Rose and Cousin Imar!
> > > I always seem to be late in getting to replying.
> > > Maybe thats why my student loans is so much more
> > than
> > > it started out as ;) Ok here we go, this is by far
> > the
> > > strangest dream I have ever had. I write all my
> > dreams
> > > down in a journal so I don't forget them.
> > >
> > > You and me are standing outside on the back patio
> > of a
> > > huge house (mansion I think). There is a large
> > party
> > > going on inside the house because we can hear all
> > of
> > > the laughing and talking. We are talking to a
> > female
> > > model who is sipping champange which keeps
> > changing
> > > colour. She is attractive, long black hair, blue
> > eyes.
> > > (I think she is Rebecca-my twin that died) She is
> > > ignoring us and appears to be waiting for
> > something,
> > > she seems almost scared. It hits her you are
> > wearing
> > > one of the black velvet hats I make and she starts
> > to
> > > ask her where you got it.  Before you answer her
> > she
> > > looks off of the back patio into the woods.  There
> > is
> > > no backyard or gardens, just thick dense trees.
> > She
> > > grabs our arms and tells us to follow her into the
> > > trees...she says she needs our help. Fearing we
> > would
> > > get lost you take a bunch of sparkly lapel pins in
> > the
> > > shapes of stars out of your pocket and pin them to
> > the
> > > trees to guide us back.  We walk for a while then
> > look
> > > back to the house but we cant see it even thought
> > the
> > > trees are bare of leaves.  We then come to a
> > ravine
> > > which is only about 7 feet long and about 6 feet
> > deep.
> > >  We are told we cannot go around it because if we
> > do
> > > terrible things would happen, we have to jump it.
> > We
> > > grab hands and leap. As we are going over I look
> > down
> > > into the ravine and notice that the water in the
> > ditch
> > > is electric water and blue coloured.  Inside the
> > water
> > > there are scenes of Native Americans being
> > > slaughtered.  I think its a tv program but realize
> > > later it was memories of the buried indians in
> > those
> > > woods who walked the trail of tears. Once we land
> > we
> > > look around for the girl but shes gone.  We come
> > into
> > > a open field and we see Mike stting on a old
> > cement
> > > slab where a house once was. In the crevices of
> > the
> > > slab are little water globes with pictures of the
> > blue
> > > sky in them, some have stars and the word August
> > > floating through them.  He also has three old
> > > fashioned bikes, very rusty, with woven baskets on
> > the
> > > front. One was green, one was blue and the other
> > was
> > > grey. Mikes guitar keeps spinning around standing
> > > upright and something from inside it was knocking
> > > trying to get out. He said "patience, foward
> > sometimes
> > > goes in reverse" to it and it stopped.
> > >
> > > Ok if you all want to go pee or grab a sandwhich
> > I'll
> > > wait...
> > >
> > > For some reason we had to get Mike back to the
> > mansion
> > > so we got on the bikes and started to drive
> > through
> > > the woods.  At one point in the distance, we saw
> > > Andrew Eldritch running through the woods wearing
> > a
> > > big cat outfit singing "The Lovecats" by the Cure
> > > which made Mike start to giggle at first then
> > really
> > > laugh.  You just kept peddaling and staring at him
> > > like he was nuts. We got to the ditch and the girl
> > was
> > > standing there.  This time the ditch had changed.
> > All
> > > along the ravine were colour televisions playin
> > all
> > > sorts of videos in wild colours, blinking off and
> > > on...except for the water, its flow was constant,
> > > still blue and still carrying a charge and images
> > of
> > > the Native Americans. The girls said jump but we
> > > wouldn't, this time we went around and ended up on
> > the
> > > porch.  The girl was freaking out and yelling that
> > we
> > > ruined everything, suddenly she turned blue like
> > the
> > > water and dissapeared into an electrical charge.
> > We
> > > looked over behind us at a sound of metal and saw
> > > thousands of cloned girls all riding the same
> > bikes we
> > > had coming right for us. I think they were zombies
> > > from an old Euro-horror film.  We looked in front
> > of
> > > us and the woods opend up to a sidewalk, we moved
> > to
> > > the side and the zombie girls drove into the
> > house,
> > > the house then turned into a snow tv broadcast and
> > > dissapeared, then I woke up really freaked out.
> > Also
> > > during this dream there was rain coming down but
> > it
> > > was sunny and I kept hearing August Part 1 playing
> > and
> > > nimble. Also there was a glimpse of a hand handing
> > > mike a pen and feather plume.
> > > So what do you think? I now I should be wearing a
> > > straight jacket but I just need that
> > confirmed...lol
> > >
> > > --- Tara <tvlycia@support-cause.earthlink.net> wrote:
> > > >   > > > I DREAM: in vivid colours and of flying.
> > My
> > > > twin
> > > > > sister visits sometimes too. Oh yeah and of
> > Me, my
> > > > > sister (adopted one), Tara and Mike once
> > chasing
> > > > weird
> > > > > girls on old fashion bikes. That was a really
> > > > wierd
> > > > > weird dream.
> > > > > > > I FEEL: everyone's emotions.  I'm like a
> > > > sponge.
> > > > > Especially in music too...thank god we dont
> > have a
> > > > > borders listening station it would be covered
> > in
> >
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