Re: and another....

[Thorne Eddie <bootstrap2001@xxxxxxxxx>]

> > I AM NOT: a product of my enviorment/what people
expect me to be.
> > I WAS: tormented and ridiculed most of my life.
> > I WAS NEVER: accepted
> > I WILL BE: a better person than they were to me. 
> > I WILL: walking to the beat of my own drum and
push every button I can to shake this town up.
> > I WILL NOT: ever give up again. 
> > I LIKE: to paint, draw, write, hang out with
friends, Euro-horror movies (Fulci Lives!)dance, and
so much more. 
> > I LOVE: Whistle Britches, Boots-my Boston Terrier
& Be'be'-my half Daschaund/Rotweiler mix-yeah I had
the same reaction. The moon's blue light on the snow,
the clear starry sky at night, a comforting breeze on
my skin, pointy buckle boots.  
> > I DISLIKE: stepping in dog shit walking around the
yard while looking up at that clear starry night I
love so much. Ignorance, attitude and other gay men
who refer to themselves as girls.  (sing it sister.) 
> > I HATE: politics, cheerleaders, Abercrusty &
Flinch, the mainstream, homelessness, the fact that
sport athletes and actors paid millions of dollars
when there is so much fucking hunger happening to our
families. Tommy Hilfiger, Britney Spears, Britney
Spears and oh yeah Britney Spears.  
> > I WANT: new boots (cool ones like Sinead O'Connors
with the red cross on the side of them-just don't know
where to find them...any suggestions?)
> > I NEED: another Pepsi
> > I DON'T WANT: to hold it all inside (have to agree
with this one.)
> > I DONT NEED: revenge-karma will take care of it.
> > I SHOULDN'T: be afraid to speak exactly what's on
> my mind (agree here to-you go girl)
> > I'D LIKE TO HAVE: more patience and gumption
(hickabilly influence) and less procrastination.
> > I'D LIKE TO OWN: My own record company so the real
artists could have the control and recognition they
deserve.  By the way David, my freind let me listen to
Eve and Minstrel...you make beautiful music.)
> > I LISTEN: Does the voice of God count? Hey Joan
had hers I got mine...lol
> > I EAT: stuff I shouldn't (nod to Mike) 
> > I DRINK: PEPSI PEPSI and more PEPSI 
> > I DRESS: according to those in town?...strange. 
To me? strange...lol, anyway I feel like.
> > I LAUGH: at myself especially when I fall on the
ice.  Come to think of it I laugh at others too. 
> > I DRIVE: Sex Drive..."Get outta my car and get
under my wheels...Hey!" sorry, a white 1995 Buick 
> > I PLAY: Wonder Woman when no ones home.
> > I CRY: when I see any story about childhood sexual
and physical abuse.    
> > I YELL: when I get really frustrated and scared
about stupid things that I shouldn't be afraid of. 
> > I DREAM: in vivid colours and of flying. My twin
sister visits sometimes too. Oh yeah and of Me, my
sister (adopted one), Tara and Mike once chasing weird
girls on old fashion bikes. That was a really wierd
weird dream.
> > I FEEL: everyone's emotions.  I'm like a sponge.
Especially in music too...thank god we dont have a
borders listening station it would be covered in snot
by the time I was done. 
> > I MAKE: the worlds best big wet burritos 
> > I SAY: "Allo Sweetie Darling" and "Cousin Rose!"
my co workers think I'm a cross between a British
drunk Golden Girl with a slut complex.  
> > I WISH I COULD: finish my book  
> > I WISH I WAS: at home in a warm bed with my
puppies curled up with me.  
> > I WISH I WASN'T: so hard on myself. 
> > I WISH I KNEW: where my damn shoelaces I bought
last night went.
> > I AM HAPPY: that I have survived.  
> > I AM LONELY: I don't think I really get lonely
anymore.  Only when I,m dissed. 
> > I AM SAD: when bad things happen to people. 
> > I AM MAD: when things don't go my way "Total
Control Ahh haa haa!" I guess at common things that
would make you mad? 
> > I AM DEPRESSED: I got meds for that now.
Seriously, when I go clothes shopping. I can barely
fucking breath now.  If I sneeze I'm gonna blow the
button off of my pants and kill the girl sitting
across from me. Actually I don't think it should be
that hard to find real sizes.  I'm 6'4 201 pounds with
a 36 waist, and rather good looking I should add. lol
> > I AM HORNY: LOL not at often as Whistle Britches
would like, but now that he got a tattoo, sorry-don't
kiss and tell.
> > I LOVE MYSELF: More and more each day. 
> > I HATE MYSELF: When I over react and say things
that are hurtful (total scorpio ya know)
> > I WANT TO ______RIGHT NOW: go home for lunch (mmm
stuffed peppers.
> > I WANT TO ______ TOMORROW: start again