OT: and another....

["Tara" <tvlycia@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>]

I AM NOT: full of hate
I WAS: a very happy child
I WAS NEVER: popular.
I WILL BE: content before i die
I WILL: be free
I WILL NOT: sacrifice my soul to be "cool"
I LIKE: toffee nut lattes, mike, dogs and jane and daisy, you
I LOVE: the stars and tigerlily
I DISLIKE: that i want to rant and rave right here
I HATE: evil
I WANT: a big glass of diet coke with ice
I NEED: discipline
I DON'T WANT: the world to be so fucked up
I DONT NEED: stupid people
I SHOULDN'T: be so weak
I'D LIKE TO HAVE: a greyhound or two or three or.....and a nice water fountain
in my backyard
I'D LIKE TO OWN: happiness and myself
I LISTEN: obsessively to 'machina' and 'adore'
I EAT: yuck
I DRINK: not enough water
I DRESS: comfortably and conservitively due to insecurity
I LAUGH: almost all the time
I DRIVE: because i have to - otherwise i wouldn't cuz i hate it.
I PLAY: zoo tycoon and with kitties
I CRY: inside all the time.
I YELL: when people are stupid.
I DREAM: constantly and with much imagination
I FEEL: sunburnt
I MAKE: sweet love. hahahaha
I SAY: too much for my own good.
I WISH I COULD: change almost everything.
I WISH I WAS: content.
I WISH I WASN'T: so fucking weak
I WISH I KNEW: how to make everyone  happy
I AM HAPPY: when i'm outside in nature and when i'm laughing and when i'm
petting animals and when mike is goofy.
I AM LONELY: when i'm by myself....sometimes
I AM SAD: when it dawns on me how bad people can be
I AM MAD: at people
I AM DEPRESSED: overwhelmingly sometimes
I AM HORNY: behind my eyes i see you in there, i see you in there smiliing at
me
I LOVE MYSELF: at times (i hope this isn't in referrence to the above
question;)
I HATE MYSELF: at least once a day
I WANT TO ______RIGHT NOW: dream.
I WANT TO ______ TOMORROW: win
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i am upside down . . . you are upside down . . . i am falling